I think I have finally managed to run my body down. Its Taya's 18th birthday tonight and here I am at home trying to fight off exhaustion and proberly dehydration.

The past week has been hectic to say the least. Too many late nights, assignments, coffee and diet pepsi has finally gotten to me and now my body is refusing to move and my throat has begun to get sore. I've just taken some cold and flu tables and am keeping by my side a huge bottle of water. I didn't realise till today from Ann that that diet pepsi didn't count as part of our daily liquid intake! :S

I have to admit, it feels kind of nice to be at home. With nowhere to go, noone to see and no assignments to do (I am taking a break tonight). To just sit here and be still. To gather myself in God's presense and not have to spend time with Him on the run, in my car or because I need something.

Alot of things have been running through my head the past few weeks. Alot of it has to do with having a change of thinking in a few areas of life and re-thinking through what I had previously thought the only 'right' way to do something.

Along with that I'm also trying to restucture the way the new christian girls team serve our new christians, have meetings and make phonecalls whilst trying to juggle uni, uni assignments and all the rest that that entails. I've also had to let go of my commitments at the Furnace, its a plate I am unable to spin right now in this season. I am learning to work out of rest!

All I can hear right now is: Be still and know that I am God.