I've found a church that I think I will start going to called The Victory Life Centre. I heard from a friend that it was pretty good and they even have a bible college in it. I feel like God is leading me in the right direction according to where he wants me. It was totally by accident I stumbled onto Victory Life, and its just round the corner from my house! Some of you know already how freaked out I am about attending a new church by myself, you know new people, new enviroment...a colleague from work has offered to come with me if I want her to, I'm still deciding if I should, since I dont really know her very well and I fear it might be awkward.

Another reason why I feel God is trying to urge me in the right direction is because though I am having a few concerns/ fears about going by myself, lately I've been reading alot about having Faith. Now I consider myself to have alot of faith in God in regards His will for me, I've lived on the verge of poverty (and on it) faithful that God will provide for me one way or another, and so far he hasn't let me down. But the fear of the unknown (strange enviroment, room full of strangers) seems to be hindering me from attending church - I know it sounds kinda silly, because its like: Just go! But I do really feel kinda funny about it.

Anyways I feel He wants me to trust Him and have faith that what He has in planned for me is nothing to be fearful of. I think this Sunday I'll just have to bite the bullet and go, if I can't find anyone to go with me I'll just go alone. I have Faith in God that everything will be okay.

'Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.' - Hebrews 11:1